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With Jessie's birthday comming up I found myself thinking about birthdays when we were little kids, I remember one I went to, I forget how old Jessie was turning but I remember sitting around a table telling knock knock jokes and why did the chicken cross the road jokes, and thinking how cool it was that I got to hang out with the big kids. I remember I told a really lame one, and all the kids just kind of rolled their eyes (cause ya know I was the little kid) and Jessie being the sweet wonderful cousin she always was, laughed, even though she was the only one laughing, just to make me feel cool, or special. Just because Jessie was born a kind caring natured person. a genuinly sweet person.

I am so sad that Jessie's own child will not know her mother, the thought is gut wrenching for me now that I have my own babies, When my first daughter was a baby, I was driving to work one night, she was home with her father, and I almost got in an accident, and bad one, and I pulled over to catch my breath, and realized that my own life was not going through my head but The fact that I would not see my daughter again, not get to raise her, and that she would not know me. I started to cry. When she was a toddler I fell head over heals down a flight of steep stairs, while moving, the scream of terror "MOMMY" that came from my 15 month old daughter was heart breaking, the same sad thought crossed my mind.. Words can not describe how sad I am that Jessie and Seirra are not together. That my worst fear came true for her, It is just heart breaking. I know Jessie tried to have another baby for a long time after Heather skye, and how sad it is that they were seperated so soon.. I hope that Jessie is able to be a mother to Heather skye now, and I am sure she is watching over Seirra.

Happy birthday a few days early to Jessie. You cross my mind every day!

the littlest baby born that day- the nurses told me be careful- she's delicate -she was so so very beautiful - I was and have always been so very proud of her.

 

I still can't believe you are gone- I mis you- I miss all the little things you did for me

 love you always mommie

Little feet jumpin on my bed, "carerful jessie dont fall and bump your head". only she could jump on uncles bed.

little girl sledding down the hill ,come on jessie uncle take you sledding...

first new bicycle on your birthday,another new one the next year too,dad left my bicycle when we moved,uncle i need a new bike...yes jessie uncle will get you one.

i told her not to buy that ugly white car ,her first car.

graduation...i was so proud of her.

jessie taking care of uncle after my accident.....and having sierra, who looks and acts just like her mom..

i love essie like she is my own child...and i miss her so... Oscar lane II